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2014 Demo

by Ghosthive

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1.
Suffocate 03:06
i’d give ten lives to breathe again cause when every breath is taken in vain i couldn’t give a single shit for someone else’s pain life’s a fuckin tight rope i’m walking with my eyes closed blood on my fists skin on my lips grinding my teeth still no relief got to be a fuckin reason why everyone’s always leaving why i want to fucking die i think about it all the time full blown agony encompassing the defaults of my mind suffocate on all the rage stifling divided by my need dissolving you into grey suffocate - on all the rage lying in wait waiting to die a ticking fucking time bomb ending in a chalk line malicious thoughts that rule my head they won’t subside till i flatline cut in, cut in, cut in, cut in to the skin pull it, pull it, pull it, pull it pull the pin tie it, tie it, tie it, tie it, tie the rope swallow, swallow, swallow, swallow fucking choke
2.
Alone Again 03:55
scarlet eyes that don't recognize the pain held inside, that you have forced on your loved ones pulling me down til i drown, fuckin around with my emotions, i can't control shit you both know the score, you give me less while you want more it's just a pseudo partnership you let me takes the hits, like i can handle it As if i’m really that strong, you're fuckin' wrong fixing you, is something i can't do when you're killing me all for your own preservation holding onto me, am i what helps you breathe, you stole my sanity and still it got you nowhere i think, you both need, to just fucking suck it up and let me be cause lately i can't breathe and lately i can't sleep and you love to take all you can get from me i see you cry but i don't even blink it's just another day until i hear you say that maybe now you think, that you're the cause of all the shit that's wrong with me all my insecurities i am, alone, again i’m on, my own, again finally, alone again you left me, alone again finally - alone again i’m on - my own again left me - alone again i am - alone again and i have never felt so fucking violent as this, they are the burning youth inside of, my head, that sits, as it, festers to the point of a slit across the skin, i’m losing it i’m fighting your words again, my conscience closing in
3.
Switch 03:11
i think there's something in my head trying to tell me that you're getting what you want, another thought inside my own head i never thought what's the point in finding signs of happiness when nothing's fixing this anxiety i'll feel until i die, can't let it die (forever hopeless broken switch is flipped inside my brain) hopeless cut me open, see inside my mind is fucked and i am out of touch i'm not deranged or nuts and this is nothing i've felt before, once i suffered, but no longer with these fresh thought and dead thoughts nothing is real, in my mind's eye i'm falling apart scars keep peeling like drifting out to sea the waves have always got the best of me i'm nothing, still something has to give to get this weight that buried me still something, still something has to give to get these waves that buried me coldest delusions burning in my eyes boldest illusions clouding my mind i find it all too hard to think i can't face the facts with this sick brain spewing out these mad thoughts left right backward running from nothing, screaming at something unseen deteriorating what's left of my sanity i have nothing to show for this life as i break down i'm face down still nothing is real in my mind's eye waves that bury switch i don't love you i don't hate you but i loath you and i need you i feel you can't get near you mind's failing loose screw still nothing is real in my mind's eye switch out of touch
4.
put me down seal my hell nothing hurts me, like myself fighting through the pain playing to my strengths choking down the shame, still you’re judging me nothing you can say cuts as deep as me i'm my enemy, unrelenting beat down by the critics beat down by the cynics beat down by my friends all alone i stand i know what they say, know they laugh at me this bullshit won’t go away prove them wrong show them all prove them wrong born to beat them prove them wrong smash them all prove them wrong i’m not done yet burning in my own hell no one hurts me, like myself no one, hurts me, like myself focus on the rage can’t control the hate bitterness remains all that’s left of me everything you say stokes the flames in me words cannot explain this intensity your laughter drives me insane it is the fuel to my hate and soon i’ll thrive on your pain cause still one constant remains everybody dies

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released August 19, 2014

Engineered and Mixed by Griffin Landa at The Establishment Recording.
Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege.

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