Alone Again

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scarlet eyes that don't recognize the pain held inside,
that you have forced on your loved ones
pulling me down til i drown, fuckin around with my emotions, i can't control shit
you both know the score, you give me less while you want more
it's just a pseudo partnership
you let me takes the hits, like i can handle it
As if i’m really that strong, you're fuckin' wrong

fixing you, is something i can't do when you're killing me
all for your own preservation
holding onto me, am i what helps you breathe, you stole my sanity
and still it got you nowhere

i think, you both need, to just fucking suck it up and let me be
cause lately i can't breathe and lately i can't sleep
and you love to take all you can get from me
i see you cry but i don't even blink
it's just another day until i hear you say
that maybe now you think, that you're the cause of all the shit that's wrong with me
all my insecurities

i am, alone, again
i’m on, my own, again
finally, alone again
you left me, alone again
finally - alone again
i’m on - my own again
left me - alone again
i am - alone again
and i have never felt so fucking violent as this,
they are the burning youth inside of, my head, that sits, as it, festers to the
point of a slit across the skin, i’m losing it
i’m fighting your words again, my conscience closing in


from 2014 Demo, released August 19, 2014



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